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instant updates check out entries Saturday, January 30, 2010 I am writing in again for someone who decided he is my gossip mate. You-know-who-you-are, please get it straight that are not and never once my gossip mate. I offered my help and never once thought of having anything in return. I talk to you because I talk to my friends. I visit your blog every now and then because I read blogs to find out my friends' progress in life. Beside, the last time we ever spoke was nothing more than your interim report. It is nothing else than serious work, so if you can recall any gossipy content within the last conversation, please enlighten me. If you do realised, the passage on the mysterious gossip mate and the passage about you is divided into two different paragraphs. I was refering to someone else as a gossip mate. So you totally amused me how you assumed two different stories as one! Please take the effort to read the gossip mate, words such as friend, he and she was not mentioned. What makes you so sure it is you? I think you should at least find out what was going on before you say. You sounded exactly like one of those outsiders seeing my case on the outside. I cannot be bothered nor I feel offended because you did not and never will try to find out what was going on. I took much considerations in every decision I made in Log Camp. I totally sucks because I feel I sucks too. I exploited my power and made it difficult for them. I know it all. I carried on despite the consequences because I have to. First of all, the grouping. If you notice, everyone across all levels has someone close in their group, I was practically all alone. I will have no problem making new friends among strangers. But it is too difficult in a group with everyone "paired up". It hurts me even more when the VP told me that I was put into the initial group to watch the guys and care for the girls. I actually took the responsiblity which a regular camper would not be asked to. I failed to prevent the foreseen situation and you have totally no idea how much it has upsets me. I find myself too ptitful so I decided to make it difficult for VP because I want to enjoy the camp just like any other camper and be happy. Besides, I was suffered from extreme muscle strain after running 2.4km and during amazing race. I was only protecting my own welfare. I do not think I made an excuse because I was plain concern of my personal welfare. I believe I gave a good explanation to my actions. Also, I do not think I am a double faced person. There is certainly no doubt on what I have claimed. I admit I have a few closer friends among the junior batch. It does not mean I am close to all of them. I do not think I went against what I claimed because I am seen with them. If I was a double-faced person, I will befriend the bitch in class and treat her well then plot a plan against her and bring her down. I did not because it is against my principle. I openly show criticism and it is definitely more than bitching about her on my blog. I feel my friends should know that I am very sociable person and easily interact with anyone. My acquaintances will say "Joanne is very friendly" while my true friends should know I am more than just friendly. It may sound extremely fierily on the paragraph I wrote on you but franking speaking, I pen in down in a cheeky mood. I swear I did not have any ill intention to criticise you nor your current status. I feel the matter has far dragged too long and it is torturing you. I thought you will be a happier person if you can let it go and move on. I did not make any assumptions because the evidence are mostly found on your entries in Italic ever since the break up. I did not even intend or will ever demand a change in you. I will not write about you in the future. I am glad I finally know who a person I am to you now. I feel nothing for your views towards me as an clueless passerby. But I cannot tolerate your nonsense of insulting me with your false assumptions. You should as least find out the facts but you did not. So I conclude that it was only my wishing thinking that you were my friend. If I disgusted you so much for being your so-called double face person all these while, you should stop reading and commenting on my blog. It will only give me an impression that you are a truly supportive friend who show some concern for me. If I still disgusts you after you have read all of these, I would suggest you should never step into this space anymore. Please kindly text me your mailing address so I can mail your grad night tickets to you. 
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please note best view in mozilla firefox if you found yourself taking a longer time to view my blog, click the refresh buttom again after entering the url, the content will appear almost immediately profile Joanne Chua 19890913 Muddle-headed Often hibernates on Sunday Hougang Secondary School Ngee Ann Polytechnic (BQPE Year 3) affiliate missyhappygolucky messages your tags are precious to me so leave a message before you go archives September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 April 2010 credits reminiscenceslove |