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instant updates check out entries Saturday, January 30, 2010 I am writing in again for someone who decided he is my gossip mate. You-know-who-you-are, please get it straight that are not and never once my gossip mate. I offered my help and never once thought of having anything in return. I talk to you because I talk to my friends. I visit your blog every now and then because I read blogs to find out my friends' progress in life. Beside, the last time we ever spoke was nothing more than your interim report. It is nothing else than serious work, so if you can recall any gossipy content within the last conversation, please enlighten me. If you do realised, the passage on the mysterious gossip mate and the passage about you is divided into two different paragraphs. I was refering to someone else as a gossip mate. So you totally amused me how you assumed two different stories as one! Please take the effort to read the gossip mate, words such as friend, he and she was not mentioned. What makes you so sure it is you? I think you should at least find out what was going on before you say. You sounded exactly like one of those outsiders seeing my case on the outside. I cannot be bothered nor I feel offended because you did not and never will try to find out what was going on. I took much considerations in every decision I made in Log Camp. I totally sucks because I feel I sucks too. I exploited my power and made it difficult for them. I know it all. I carried on despite the consequences because I have to. First of all, the grouping. If you notice, everyone across all levels has someone close in their group, I was practically all alone. I will have no problem making new friends among strangers. But it is too difficult in a group with everyone "paired up". It hurts me even more when the VP told me that I was put into the initial group to watch the guys and care for the girls. I actually took the responsiblity which a regular camper would not be asked to. I failed to prevent the foreseen situation and you have totally no idea how much it has upsets me. I find myself too ptitful so I decided to make it difficult for VP because I want to enjoy the camp just like any other camper and be happy. Besides, I was suffered from extreme muscle strain after running 2.4km and during amazing race. I was only protecting my own welfare. I do not think I made an excuse because I was plain concern of my personal welfare. I believe I gave a good explanation to my actions. Also, I do not think I am a double faced person. There is certainly no doubt on what I have claimed. I admit I have a few closer friends among the junior batch. It does not mean I am close to all of them. I do not think I went against what I claimed because I am seen with them. If I was a double-faced person, I will befriend the bitch in class and treat her well then plot a plan against her and bring her down. I did not because it is against my principle. I openly show criticism and it is definitely more than bitching about her on my blog. I feel my friends should know that I am very sociable person and easily interact with anyone. My acquaintances will say "Joanne is very friendly" while my true friends should know I am more than just friendly. It may sound extremely fierily on the paragraph I wrote on you but franking speaking, I pen in down in a cheeky mood. I swear I did not have any ill intention to criticise you nor your current status. I feel the matter has far dragged too long and it is torturing you. I thought you will be a happier person if you can let it go and move on. I did not make any assumptions because the evidence are mostly found on your entries in Italic ever since the break up. I did not even intend or will ever demand a change in you. I will not write about you in the future. I am glad I finally know who a person I am to you now. I feel nothing for your views towards me as an clueless passerby. But I cannot tolerate your nonsense of insulting me with your false assumptions. You should as least find out the facts but you did not. So I conclude that it was only my wishing thinking that you were my friend. If I disgusted you so much for being your so-called double face person all these while, you should stop reading and commenting on my blog. It will only give me an impression that you are a truly supportive friend who show some concern for me. If I still disgusts you after you have read all of these, I would suggest you should never step into this space anymore. Please kindly text me your mailing address so I can mail your grad night tickets to you. 
Monday, January 25, 2010 Joel chanced upon a new movie trailer and shared it with me because he finds the female lead familiar but could not figure who she was. Dear John is a love story between a conversation college girl and a Army enlistee and has a girls-you-will-definitely-cry end, starring Amanda Seyfried {Mama Mia, Jennifer's Body} and Channing Tatum{Step Up, GI Joe}. Seyfried surely can pull off the geeky image. And hell why is she involved in sex scene again? The last (and only) time I saw her screamed in agony on bed in Jennifer's body and that has totally imprinted on me. She is certainly more than that in terms of acting. Please stop making her a sex icon in movies. Guys, stop staring at her huge boobs! Alright, I admit it is difficult even for a girl myself. Anyway, I googled "Dear John" and found this.
Sunday, January 24, 2010 My absence from blogging was not planned, it just happened. Life has been fulfilling being a regular student now. For that one person who was too sure I can never get rid of my once-so-glamorous life, I did it. I am busy for the right reason, nevertheless still procrastinating as usual. Just like now. I am undergoing the usual kind of frustrations too. 2010 kick off with the most awesome gift from my dad, a 32GB iPhone! My dad has enquired a lot of information on iPhone from me during my break (I lazed around too much at home!). He was certain about getting one which ponders me a lot. Yes, my dad is someone whom is really into technology but only makes careful investments (For example, a big bulky stereo set which was damn expensive 15 years ago but still kicking alive in my bedroom!). It was unusual of him to be interested in a new phone so quickly since he just got a new Nokia 5800 two months ago. I was then a little upset with him for using my plan to get himself a new phone! But anyway, he popped by Singtel Shop on New Year's day and quene up for one hour all by himself. He made many calls home just to ask me about the choice of GB, color and data usage, even the choice of a leather cover! He went on by asking "So you sure you want a black 32GB?". I say yes which set my intuition telling me the iPhone was for me. An hour later or so my dad came out with a iPhone in a red leather cover which looks exactly like Joel's (oh we are so twin!). I reaffirm my intuition by popping the bold question: "Who is the new phone for?" "It is for you, go ahead and use it." You should totally asked Joel how thrilled I looked. My dad caught me by surprised for buying such an expensive phone just for me. Freaking speaking, I never had a thing for iPhone nor any phones in the current market, the closest was N97. In fact, I hate the idea of getting a iPhone and become a part of being a main-streamer. I got the say iPhone is the best gadget ever created! It is fun to use and I am totally comfortable with the keypad now. It was also why I stopped blogging for awhile. I tweet so much whenever I go! (My dad was furious because I hit onto GPRS by accident and he immediately called Singtel to sign me up for data usage.) I just cannot get enough of it! I am awfully grateful. I never demand for an expensive phone like how my brother always do. When I do, my dad would turn me down. I was never as persistent as my brother. So my dad always chooses the phone I use. Perhaps he got guilt ridden for getting cheaper ones than my brother's. Maybe he has heard me whining about using my brother's phone because I needed more memory space to listen to songs! HAHA! Now i got the best loot at home and I am taking real good care of it... THANK YOU DADDY! I LOVE YOU! I am not saying this only because of the new loot- PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOUR BAD HEALTH AND STOP THINKING THAT THE MEDICINATIONS WILL DO WONDERS TO YOUR CONDITION IF YOU REFUSE TO WATCH YOUR DIET! At school, my lecturers complimented me during two presentations. They made my day because it has been so long and I can tell they were genuine about it. And I dare to say, I can play tennis after months of trying! Okay, just the forearm only. At least now I can receive and return shots! I used to envy a friend whom picked tennis up so easily... I am considering the get a racket of my own after a few more practice. I have not tell this to anyone yet but it is quite obvious if you are observant enough. It does not annoyed me anymore if the case is Black or Red. I seems to have grew out of it, which they always believe is a good thing. I tried bloody hard to stop those feelings but eventually gave up. So I took several bold moves and there I have a fair share of what I call memories. As time passes, I felt I was nothing more than a gossip mate. I was used? Whatever. It was easy for me since I have little spare time. As for my friend, its fat hope. He is still so in love with his ex. Since you end your internship two or three weeks earlier than the rest, I think it will be extremely difficult for you to pass time, not to mention feeling the pain whenever you miss her. Awww... For some reasons, I don't quite pity you. I feel damn upset whenever you speaks to me, because you are damn rude. (Then again, what more do I expect?) I do not quite recall being rude to you in the first place. I will be a forgiving friend. Let's hope life decides to take it easy on you from now on... SMILES (so you will have lesser pimples)! It feels great to start writing again! I promise I will pen more often.
Sunday, January 3, 2010 You were one of my bestest companion. I love the way you fascinates me with your little surprises on your black square face. I wish I could hear you out more. No doubt you annoyed me with your repeat telecast. It came to a point I wish, I could shut you up at times. It is now too late to take those words back. No matter how hard I stare at you, you would just stare blank. I could even see my reflections in your eyes. High time to face the fact I lost you for good. Nevertheless, I appreciated everything you have done for me, and the rest of the communters. Good bye, TVmobile.
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