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instant updates check out entries Saturday, June 27, 2009 i was out cycling with a cliques of friends at east coast park today. i was speeding up abit to catch up with the rest. (we were about 100 metres apart because i stopped for awhile) the handle went out of control and it tilted to the right. i moved it to the left to recover my balance. i am not sure if i regained it, the bicycle was already tilted to the extreme right... i was very certain of what was going to happen. as i was falling, i prayed i would just stop and not glide. the garnet road is rough so gliding would tear my skin. yet, the dreaded was unavoidable. i was gliding across the road as soon as i laid flat, with the bicycle pressing on my right left. i told myself: "oh shit, oh shit, there goes it everything" i made a quick recovery, with my hand reaching out for my right leg to examine it. it was torn in different degree, with little trace of blood. i stood up almost immediately and move towards the side, i did not want to block any oncoming traffic. i told myself wash the wound and move on but i did not move an inch. my mind was occupied by the stinging sensation. later i regained conscious about my surrounding, my friends crowded around me already, they were showering me with words of concern. i looked at my knee again, blood was gusting out. ferenia was fast to clean up my wound, they said she looked as if she was treating an injured animal. (because she works at the zoo) the rest were there offering tissues and water. i could not recognise all of them as i was in pain. jiaying was next to wash my other wound. she was "amazing" as pour water on my ankle instead. it was so hilarious, as if you play dart and went out of range. although i was ready to treat myself, they were a step faster. i was the oldest among them, instead they took care of me. i am used to help others, i hate to feel helpless and receive aid. i wanted to reject them, then again i was in no position then. i am very thankful towards them. PS: i am very prone to fall. my heavy body was blamed for it. 
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY, CHAN JIAYING! //updates soon! she must have had a blastful celebration, such a blessed girl! (:
Thursday, June 25, 2009 there must be a way to not feel so hungry all the time. my tummy has this bio clock, and it alerts me when it is meal time. in fact, my tummy starts growling about 30 mintues before my regular meal time. it has been more alarming... i had three meals yesterday. malay mixed rice in the morning, mee rebus for afternoon tea break, and fish soup porridge for dinner. in between i snack on biscuits too (took digestive biscuits to aid in digestion and to make me feel less gulity). THAT IS ALOT! my tummy has never been craving for so much in a day... it is the same for today. i am hungry, i can swallow a pig!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 I was introduced to this story. It was pathetically... saddening. Seeya- Shoes It started off like a horror movie, darn it! I was anticipating a bloody pale face to shoot out suddenly, thankfully it did not happen. (I thought someone would prank me.) the below is the sequel to the story. Seeya- Crazy Love Song My eyes was only teary towards the end of the story. I ponder if i would act the way she did. She was plain silly to me (since I have always been rational), someone has to agree with me. Yet, The reason of her act is written in her eyes. I know where her intention of sucide came from- She lost everything. PS: I would love to say more about my thoughts. It would only be meaningful if you watch the video. So please watch the MVs, and hopefully you will agree with me too. (:
Sunday, June 21, 2009 cupid gave me a love shot a year ago. for once (and finally), it was mutual affection. he has great character, one of the bestest catch i could ever find. everything went on smoothly, until one day i decided to break it all up. i had two love then- MDES and him. in the end, i choose MDES. i made a sudden choice to cast him aside, where it hurts both of our hearts. according to everyone, i was darn silly. i was at the karaoke yesterday. as i was singing the song i once delicated to him, i thought of the good times we had. the moment i was reminded i could promised nor give him nothing, all emotions arosed and my eyes was teary. i am sorry, because i broke your heart so badly. i hope it is not too late to say sorry. thank you for giving me happiness that no words can describe. i will always remember the good times we had. here's a little message for you. dear friend, you have been a great guy, and now ever better! i was a darn ass for giving you up, HAHA! the world has been fair. you found someone who likes you very much. i am TRUELY REALLY happy for you! you have my bestest wishes, hope you'll lead a more blessful and happier life as time progesses. PS: my entries means nothing more than thanking and wishing him well. PSS: i am afraid that karma works on me.
Friday, June 19, 2009 good thing is there is no access to youtube at work. the show i am hooked on is RIDICLOUSLY FUNNY! i believe my loud laughters would give me away. I was blog-hopping and found myself at Karen's. I was itchy hand enough to double-click onto the link, and here I am, totally addicted to the show We Got Married. Just a little info on the show. A male and a female are paired up by the production team, and lived together for 8 months as a newly wed couple. I would recommend the story on Hwang Bo & Kim Hyunjoong. *click image start watching*  I Besides his great look and a beautiful smile (he is cute, but not my type leh), He has great personality and fits the bill of Thank You Karen for the link. (:
Monday, June 15, 2009 I overslept and decided to miss work for a day. I made the day useful by visiting a physician to treat my aching back and foot. It has been two weeks already and the pain is getting stronger by the days. It made me less agile when I play basketball, as if both of feet are stuck onto the ground. The physician I previously visited to cure my broken toe has retired. So i had to see another physician recommend by my auntie. Coversly to the previous one, whom believed in more-pain-more-cure treatment, this one is known for his gentle healing skills. I had to try to know how true it is... My mom tagged along too, in hope to fix her bad shoulderache. to be cont...
Friday, June 12, 2009 It has been two week since I submitted my interim report. Stepping down from those hectic deadlines, I am back to prepare the QM. Conversely, everything came to a standstill… I cannot help but to feel so confined with the clauses. It is totally different from writing a WI. The terms I lay should be generic yet specific to the company functions. Moreover, the clause is so difficult to absorb. I did try to read the clause whenever possible, but to no avail. I am getting bolder at work but all for the wrong reasons. I would sleep in peace after breakfast and only start work after lunch. (I think I always sleep too peacefully wherever I go, this is bad omen) I wished I have a lot of invoices/work orders/ data to enter. I hate to procratinate and feel so unproductive... Currently, I did everything and nothing associating with the clauses. Wikipedia is a good way to pass time quickly. I spent hours reading information movies, celebrities, history and places. Switzerland is surely a place I would love to visit, the traditional architectures are gorgeous! The Twilight Saga is still my favorite of all searches so far! It was such a spoiler to know the ability Bella possess after becoming a vampire. Nevertheless, it made me want to read Breaking Dawn even more, I felt the book is most thrilling among the four. I am currently on New moon and it is quite a turn off. Although I read the synopsis before reading this novel numerous times, Little I expect the negative emotions to be so overwhelming. It would surely have a depressing impact on my mood. I will get myself ready for all the time before I continue… (I do consider starting it all over again to get into the mood) My interim presentation will be held in school next Wednesday. I am terrified. PS: I need my soul back; it has been missing for two weeks.
Monday, June 8, 2009  look at NICHOLAS TAN WEN JIE.just another reason why you have to smile! PS: he is such a happy person, ALWAYS SMILING WIDE!
Friday, June 5, 2009 i tiled two windows vertically while another window tries to close.
Monday, June 1, 2009 "when two hearts are connected, the status no longer matter... really" i shall make it clear about the above phrase. two hearts are connected by mutual affections, and behaves like any other couple, emotionally and physically. however, when people starts asking what are they, they would say friends, or probably more than friends. i finally understand why some couples choose to cohabitate and not marry. because marriage is promise you made known to the whole wide world. conversely, isnt marriage a vow to your one and only love? does it mean that only when you made yourself clear to the world then you will serve your vow? it goes the same for BGR. do you have to tell the whole wide world you are attached, so to prove you are true to that someone special to your heart? to love, care and be responsible kicks in when both heart pumps simultaneously, the status is just there to spell things out. a friend and i came to agree that the status is what we fear most. everyday can be anniversary day when you are with that special one. when its said status does not matter, people would claim you are toying your partner feelings. but who knows your love life better, yourself or the mass? obviously its you. as long as the hearts are true and connected, status really does not matter. nevertheless, a nameless relationship is not healthy on the long run. at that time you would probably be ready for that status. you could mark the most significant day as your anniversary day too. (: PS: i could write better if i aint so sleepy now. my brother ill backup vocal techniques was so disturbing.
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