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instant updates check out entries Wednesday, March 18, 2009 i had some random thoughts the last week. have i turned into a possessive and easily jealous person? i am sad for i know i lost a friend whom i once truly owed. i entrusted her my heart and soul, for i believe our friendship will last. but due to jealousy, i choose to drift apart from her. there is no way i can salvage it now, it was a silly mistake and totally regretted it. i used to start blog hopping with someone i once consider a friend. some time ago, she decided to turn against me, it took me a long while to realise it. the overwhelming sense of betrayal made detest her. it impossible for me to forgive her for i am afraid to be hurt once more. she seems to shower me with some care and concern recently. should i be convinced that her actions are genuine? i will overcome all challenges when i enjoy what i do, since solving them all is a wiser choice, though i do whine a bit from time to time. yet, with much effort in putting it together, i felt awfully insulted. it felt like i was sentenced to "death", to be guilty for every other people mistakes. as a matter in fact, we sacrifice to compromise. on the account of all i have done from the start of time, i do not see why i need to explain my absence to resolve your frustrations. you should have forgiven me like how i once forgive you. i am not being calculative, just utterly disappointed. friendship is easily jeropadised by our assumptions, friendship is easily destroyed when it is neglected, friendship is difficult to revive once the trust is lost. i thought honesty can bring a friendship really fast. now, i felt that honesty can be freakly annoying at times, as we forget to think about each other's feelings. i cannot afford to lose her, lets go drink tea soon! 
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