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instant updates check out entries Thursday, February 26, 2009 i woke up this morning with a warmth heart. i dreamt of my father driving, and he said: "the both of you (my brother and i) are my greatest worry. i never express how much i care for you two in words, but i truly worried for your welfare and future..." (sometime like that) this is something my father would never ever say. it is truth that girls are less observant, since both my parents are lousy at expressing their love through words, it was hard for me to believe that they actually care for me. as i grow up, i learnt to know their style of love. my father would tell grandfather stories about life, so i will learn from the moral of those stories. my mother would scream it out as if she was scolding me. (actually she is lah) i wished my father was like the guy i dreamt of. unfortunately, he said something really nasty just now. "I would choose In-House Project. it does not matter if you go overseas or local internship. it does not matter if you are adventurous or has leadership skills. what matters is you get a diploma at the end of the day. that is what they (the companies) are looking for." i guess it is true to some extent. that paper is really a big deal. i could have chiong for gpa 3.5 or more without my current commitments. those companies love top scholar, isnt it? then again, if i lived life that way, i will died of bordness. my life has not been any better than now. busy, tired, vexed, happy, proud, contented, insanity. emotions is life okay! if i led the life my dad proposed, just get good grades, do only what is neccesary, i will be no different from lim wan ying. really lah, people like her, neither fluck or score local internship. fluck because she offended everyone in the company, score because she suck up to her mentor. okay, that was rude of me. if any lecturers would to read this, i am as good as died. *touching my wooden table* if she would to sue me, i am as good as died, too. *crossing my fingers already* afterall, i still preserved the right to speak freely on my own blog. 
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