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    Friday, November 21, 2008

    i once so look forward to it, i once hate it so badly.

    it was one big choice, one big bother,
    one big shit that took my many desires away.

    it was so shitty that i do not know who i can go to,
    it was all up to my indecisive heart,
    there was so much pressure on me,
    which caused me to break down time after time,
    that made me hope for a sign of release.
    (surprisingly, i am not feeling suicidal at all,)

    finally, i decided to tell someone about this.

    this big shit made me realised the importance of kinship,
    i had a few heart-to-heart chats with my dad over this matter,
    he is really concerned about my well-being,
    and told him all the nasty things can turn out to be,
    so it was a straight NO.
    my brother (for once) said the exact same thing too!
    totally amazed.
    my heart is warm now.

    after round and round of thinking and debate,
    i am back to the starting point- to defer or not?

    i would like to take a peek into the book of fate,
    so i will made the right decision.

    before i sign off,
    i thank you all for giving me your support all these while. (:

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    Hougang Secondary School

    Ngee Ann Polytechnic (BQPE Year 3)

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