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instant updates check out entries Friday, November 28, 2008 first of all, congratulations to hong chin hau vincent, you are officially a driver now. vincent brought me on his new bike from BPP, via PIE, lorine road to upper thomas road and CTE. i think i am his second pillion after he passed. i was intially scared. he just passed his test today, with a just pass mark of 18 points. my imagination went wild again, what if we kena bang by a car and i fly out of the bike? i can feel that kind of pain right now, when your skin is tearing apart, when your joints are dislocated and all... i do not want to die now!!! then again, i reminded myself of baoxin and mulan, they are pillion on a bike to school every single day, and they are still alive! that kind of calm me down a bit.. (i am seriously no being dramatic. i bet the majority once felt the same as me too!) there was once we were salon between two cars at a traffic junction, when the lights turn green, the bike wobbles as it moves forward, almost hitting the cab on the left. found out later that he started at gear 2 that's why the engine does seems to move. gosh, i thought his bike went bad. the one and only U-turn was hilarious, vincent warned me to be mentally prepared, we went "ah... ah... ah..." like crows as we did a wide turning, and i was very happy and cheer him on! thank god there is no vehicle on that road then. HAHAHAHA, you gotta be there to see it! we were really screaming like crows, at least i am! riding the bike on the highway is so good, and of course safe. vincent is very much a steady and calm driver.
it is the freedom you are experiencing, it is nice having the wind blowing at you, though you can barely open your eyes. i would still perfer to drive a car, at least i am not afraid of getting drenched while driving in the rain. PS: thank you for bringing me home, vincent! PSS: people who were concerned about my safety, im totally fine and i love the ride! XD 
Thursday, November 27, 2008 i said it before i submit my papers, i am very upset now! shocked of my life when mrs law replied "it is okay, no worries, those two (questions) only carries 1 mark each." irritating! she was right in front at her desk while i was seated at the last row! i swear i whispered it! i have been so complacement thinking that i know enough. fed up, fed up, FED UP!!! i will bear this in mind: complacement can leads to carelessness. i swear to all i will remember this formula for life, if i can find which is it.
the time is 4.45am. i just had a retarded conversation with warren. JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: then what do you wanna do now? JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: haha watch porn? JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: LOL wat come around, go around. says: -.-.. wat come around, go around. says: watever.. wat come around, go around. says: i now u watching...right? wat come around, go around. says: or else wont say me. wat come around, go around. says: studying is jus an excuse for u. JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: haha JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: no lah! JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: i really studying okay!! JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: you wanna see? wat come around, go around. says: dun wan~! wat come around, go around. says: haha.. JO4NNE - i am no sleepyhead! says: you see for yourself!! :(
it is true! i am revising for my Design and Experiment Quiz 1! anyway, buay tahan that warren, i think i am going bonkers liao!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 a pretty smooth sailing day. my prayers were answered, my hard work paid off well, perhaps a few hiccups here and there. Economics Quiz 2: Good. I could have done better (this line reminded me of someone), if I could figure out anything about elasticity. Mathematics Quiz 2: Very Good. The test was a breeze! MANY THANKS TO WONG YI JIE for taking time off to teach me. (anyway, you owed me a meal already!) QAS Quiz 1: Very bad. I shall blame myself for doing nothing about it. I am hoping for a pass. DOE Presentation: Fine. I made a few mistakes here and there, but I am proud of my work. It was efficiently done but at the end of the day Dayna and I procrastinate and we submitted our work late. Pissed Off. I am awfully upset with LWY, (not LSF). I have offered all the help i can: 1) Made and test out the paper helicopter for her (without that, they would not be able to start) 2) Made a video to demonstrate the experiment (I was my idea, I was silly enough to shoot this demo for them) 3) Tabulated the results using excel functions (I was my idea again. She saw it and use it, I even taught her how to use to power function to calculate the results) LWY claimed/ promised that she will credit me for all the help I offered. However, during the actual presentation, she said “we faced difficulties making the helicopter and... later we managed to solve it” she happily uses the excel functions and played her demo, and claim all credits to her group. I just felt I deserve that a simple thank you from you during the presentation. at least LSF acknowledged the fact that “it was Joanne who help us to shoot this video” LWY, just ask yourself- do you think you can make your paper helicopter fly without me? Even LMN had a shock of her life when she saw the presentation and equally pissed off with her. I was at the verge of crying due to anger. I should not have made the choice to work in her premises, and used her facilities and tools. I paid with a price, way too high. This is my last straw; I can afford no more chance. (Bao Xin, I really mean it this time and my actions will tell it all.) I really hope Mrs Law can read and understand our plight. PS: i am not ranting, i am betrayed and injustice
Monday, November 24, 2008 i shall say my piece now but i take my last breath... I AM DROWN IN THE POOL OF TESTS. i hope i am dreaming... 09:00- Economics Quiz 2 11:00- Mathematics Quiz 2 13:00- Quantitative Analysis and Simulation Quiz 1 15:00- Design of Experiment: eLearning Presentation here you go, all neatly arranged. well, what is the point of us having director meeting every semester? they cant even solve our biggest problem- having all the tests crashed on the same week! this time, it's worst, all test crashed on the same day! i will not escape from my fate, and take them on with confidence and knowledge. please wait for my good news. (: PS: please pray hard for me people, and dear classmates please revise well!
Sunday, November 23, 2008 this is probably the latest hit, i heard it all over the radio, on blogs and phones for days. the tune caught my attention first so i went onto youtube and found this... David Cook- Always Be My Baby i chose this self-made video out of all because it tells a story, the exact story this song is trying to convey. this is so good that it actually brought tears in my eyes. i got to know later that it was one of Mariah Carey's originals, and i think she totally trashed it. it sounded more seductive than touching, perhaps you can say it is more like a tailor-made song for David Cook which was written decades before his debut... haha, okay, i know that sounded so evil!
The holy matrimony of Edward & Elaine today is my elder nephew's big day. by the way, he is 30 of age and i am only 19. this is how generation gap plays a trick in our lives. OMG, just imagine his child would call me gu-po (meaning great-aunt), that is an honour to me. my family attended their matrimony at a church in Tampines, thot it was sllightly against my principles. i was so pissed off a few Christians at school and told myself not to enter a church. i just felt it was not right, to enter someone else premises when you have a deep faith in your own religion. furthermore, i always feel the guilt in me as i imagined myself moving a step closer then into a church. weird thinking. then again, it is my nephew's big day! there is only blessing for the newly wed and no obligation attached, i walked in the church with ease at mind. it is unlikely those church i seen on tv, there was no aisle. the hall was beautiful, it looked more like an concert hall, my brother was totally amazed by the full equipped sound system. he even took paper and pen to note down the arrangment of the system to prepare for his next performance.  my brother and i made a conclusion that grooms are more tense on their big day. the groom sweat non-stop! same goes to his lecturer at his wedding weeks ago! for some reasons, elaine could not fit the ring into edward's finger. even the pastor made a joke of of it! "what did you eat last night? your finger grew!  the lady is in a little over-sized checkered coat is Pastor Rachel Koh. I really love this woman, very charismatic and jovial, a very good presenter. she made the whole soleminzation so sweetly, so romantic.  Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. (1 Corinthians 13: 4-8a) ALL THE BEST TO THE NEWLY WED. (:
Saturday, November 22, 2008 徐振高 古箏演奏 周杰倫- 青花瓷 (牛仔好忙) thanks yi hong for the recommendation! i would like to play the Gu Zheng like him...
Friday, November 21, 2008 i once so look forward to it, i once hate it so badly. it was one big choice, one big bother, one big shit that took my many desires away. it was so shitty that i do not know who i can go to, it was all up to my indecisive heart, there was so much pressure on me, which caused me to break down time after time, that made me hope for a sign of release. (surprisingly, i am not feeling suicidal at all,) finally, i decided to tell someone about this. this big shit made me realised the importance of kinship, i had a few heart-to-heart chats with my dad over this matter, he is really concerned about my well-being, and told him all the nasty things can turn out to be, so it was a straight NO. my brother (for once) said the exact same thing too! totally amazed. my heart is warm now. after round and round of thinking and debate, i am back to the starting point- to defer or not? i would like to take a peek into the book of fate, so i will made the right decision. before i sign off, i thank you all for giving me your support all these while. (: PS: dear reader, what do you think?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008 黎礎寧 + A-Lin / 我還是不懂 她是女唱将， 真的傻，真可惜。
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 i shall make a confession before i rush my report, the job of a treasurer is OMFG tough. so many procedures to follow, all written in a slack of guidelines, please lah, i will never read them. come on lah, who will ever read them all? just because i did not read those guidelines, i was asked to revise my budget over and over again, that totally sucks because i have to meet the finance officers or MDES advisors at my free time. sometimes, i felt like i am an idiot. running back and fro from MDE office to Finance/ NPSU office. mind you people, it a route from block 1/72 to block 46. literally it is 40+/ 70+ blocks away, in reality it means i have to go up and down the sloppy roads, all these walking is making my lower thighs firm and thick, WTH, those firm muscles will surely POP out when i wear heels lah! i should be glad that every step i take, i learn something. something that only i am entitled. guess i shall stop whinning so much. then again, i never stop whinning! i made a promise to myself, if i become the finance advisor, 1) i will educate my kah-kia with all my knowledge as treasurer 2) i will not do but guide my kah-kia in preparing the budget 3) i will make sure my kah-kia goes through the same shit i had 4) i will make sure my kah-kia is ready to take over my role as treasurer if i fail to do so... ... ... aiya, i dont know lah, you readers suggest one for me okay? PS: anyone interested to be my kah-kia? PSS: Chan Jiaying! Nicholas Tan Wen Jie is born on 22 November 1989! you lost, please fulfil your promise soon! XD
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 this is one busy week for me, my brain is malfunctioning due to lack of sleep. i did not spend my time chilling out at club, nor i played overnight mahjong, i was just purely chionging assignments after assignments. i have never been so hardworking before, and i enjoy it very much! (at this point of time) it is like finally i am doing for the sake of my own. the sense of accomplishment, i want to have more. PS: hard work does pay off well (:
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 my day is cursed by the rain! to start off, i missed economics lecture! alright, i overslept (again), feeling so latigue as i slept at 5am this morning. i suppose to wake up at 8am but woke up around 8.45am. to my horror, it was raining HEAVILY! litres of water droplets formed a huge white mist, so thick that i was unable to see buildings 3 metres from my flat, (photo to be uploaded) two things will happen if i step out of the house now; 1. be totally drenched (then i will catch a cold) 2. the strong wind blows my umbrella away, sweep me off my feet i was certain that this will last for another hour, which means i can only step out of the flat around 10am! seriously no point for me to attend morning lecture since it also starts at 10am! with all that as the perfect excuse, i happily went to sleep... not all happy actually, i feel guilty skipping morning lecture, especially for Economics! I do not want to fluck it like how i did for FQM! I HATE D+ (weakest grade i have ever obtained, and that will be the last) when i leave for school at 12nn, it was raining, when i reach school at 1pm, it was raining, when i dismissed for the day at 3pm, it was still raining! the floor are all slippery, but my classmates and i were all walking comfortably in slippers! before i could finish the sentence: "Hey! Aint we all in slippers... ... AHHH!" I FELL DOWN one step off the staircase! i dropped my laptop case and landed on my knees! a total embarrassment! as we were walking to the library, i complained to Mu Lan that i just prayed to Guan Yin Ma this morning to seek for safety, then this happened! she said: "Actually correct what, you dropped your laptop case but your laptop is saved. you fell on your knee but you are not even bleeding. you must look on the bright side, at least you are not crippled after that fall. Guan Yin Ma did answered your prayers!" she phased it in such a hilarious tone that made us all burst into laughters! anyway, my right knee bleed after that (a bit lagged hor). afterall, it is a thin layer of teared skin on my right knee. (photo to be uploaded) thank you mummy for applying some medi-cream on it. (: to conclude it all, 1. i did not watch the news today, hopefully no flood is created by the heavy rain! 2. people, if you know it is raining, do not wear slippers to school. 3. even if you die die also must wear slipper, do consider buying quality slippers that are not so slippery!
Monday, November 10, 2008 I NEED PEST CONTROL ADVICES! my flat is invaded by ants and lizards! i see ants on the table/ bed/ pillow/ bag/ toilet/ laptop too! there was once i left 1/4 of food in a bowl on the desk, and half an hour later, it was partially covered with ants already. OMFG, my dinner is gone! just recently, i found many drowned/sweetened ants in a bottle of honey! i was sure the last time i used it, i tighten the cap to the max! how did those ants get in? these ants are not like the ordinary ones you seen! i tired to blow them off the surface yet to no avail! they survived through the strong wind and when on with their "journey"! i choose not to kill them in the past, now i cant. they just keep coming! one thing for sure, my house is safe from dengue, i have many lizards feeding those mosquitoes! then again, having too many of them is certainly a bad idea. it crawls all over the place, the wall/ floor/ dinning table! my mom threw food away whenever she saw lizards feeding on it. i seen broken lizard tales and their shitting several times in the flat. oh yar, i saw a pair of lizards mating on the wall and along the corridor. corridor leh, they did it for my whole family to see, like free porn! (nothing fantastic too, worse the documentaries!) WTF, i actually avoid stepping on them! they said their saliva is poisonous and can make you deaf/ blind! my flat is pretty clean, my mom does spring cleaning once a week, touch up every 2-3 days. there is no strange smell/ mouldy walls/ pets too. and WHY i am having these uninvited pests in the house? is there any way i can get rid of them all? please help me and my family! your kindness will be greatly appreciated! (:
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