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instant updates check out entries Sunday, October 26, 2008 1) being too rational does not mean you are true to your heart months ago, i made a ruthless decision and turned someone life upside down. months later, i begin to think if that was what i truly wanted. this is when your mind rules over your heart, and that is being too rational. i hope my heart will stop disturbing me with my once-so-beautiful memories, because there is no turning back. 2) will you come for log camp? i plead you, it'll be a whole new experience i was refer to weina. in the end, she redraw from the camp. i am sad, i thought that will be a good chance for her to know more people, to have a taste of my fun-filled life. then she said she is not friendly. probably because she will have to leave her comfort zone to come for this camp, something not many people will do. i should have been more understanding 3) life is about making decisions. i have been uncertain about deferment. it is 99.9% confirmed already, since my name was submitted. i really dont know how to crack the news to my lovely 4. dayna was first to know and she is already so sad about my soon-to-come departure. i have no intention of telling the rest yet, because i do not know how to. i wonder if they will be upset about it. in any case, i will miss my classmates terribly! this is a moment i wish i can hug them all and cry. ore and farid are great seniors from NRA, and they encouraged me to do an item in Danazation 2008. of course i am, that is what i dream of. i left NRA because i dont like the ambience's there. that was a rough patch i used to lay myself in, and will i be able to get out of it? does my lousy time management and high commitment level allow that? 4) i rather have some other person hating me than WONG YIJIE! mr wong wish to make all the girls hate him. "I HATE JOANNE CHUA PUI SAN AND CHAN JIAYING AND JACINTHA CHEW PEI RUI AND ALL THE GALS!!!" to play along with mr wong's plot, i wrote this as my display name on MSN. and then he blocked me from MSN. anyway, he just unblock me. LOL! 5) i am just another insensitive and selfish bitch. do not ask why. happy, i smile; unhappy, i frown; depressed, i complain; responsibilities are never ending shit & i love it 
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