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instant updates check out entries Sunday, July 13, 2008 it's been quite awhile, many things happened. i got to realise one thing, i can never lead my life the way i used to. i make bigger decisions and facing more politics now. anyway, i left NRA, for good. kenneth made me wake up from my senses. he simply asked: "which are the things you do that brought you laughter and joy?" it's then i realised i was never happy being the person i am in NRA. actually, i got it all wrong. dancers dance for their passion, not for the stage nor anyone else. it was really silly of me to think that a chance to perform on stage will keep me staying. NRA is not the only place for great dancers like me, right? i am now a happier person, too. thank you kenneth. i have bigger responsiblities in MDES now. i am the treasurer and i seriously know nuts about budgeting. the biggest joke of time was when mr low sent me an email to prepare a budget for MDE Prom Night 2009 days after that elections. it was even before the finance gives us a briefing on how to use those excel programs. i met him few times in a week until i felt i met him more than i meet my boyfriend, that is if i had one lah. well, i'm getting the hang of it now. i am also learning to watch my conduct during meetings. i've been behaving like a monkey, i know.. HAHA i am in a dilemma now. class politics. i am feeling apologetic towards Dayna. i felt i was neglecting you and the rest ever since the both of them came along. lunch time has been really awkward, it has come to a situation that i rather shut up. i am disappointed with him too. "i put on a guard on her all these while", this is what he said previously. "i think she is really a nice person", this is what he said now. and come on, he had only listened to her side of the story! dont you think it is unfair to the other party? how could you happily bring up the resentment among them during our lunch break? fed up. is this a challenge to me, to accept or abandon them? i want to stay out of it, but now i cant. all thanks to my overwhemling symanthy. it's pure conicidence that i found this, 李玖哲 - 第五街誘惑 i've been playing this song for around 15 times already. XP some retarded videos, just for laughs to get rid of those rubbish i've been suffering from: 齐天大胜 宪在不准笑- 太陽之歌 齐天大胜 宪在不准笑- 语文课 part 1 齐天大胜 宪在不准笑- 语文课 part 2 there are still a few things that i really miss: 1) the days i spend with weina and gang. 2) the time i spend chatting with kenneth. YOU ARE FOREVER MY SOULMATE, LOVE YA! PS: i was waiting for your call! :( 3) the days when i was working as a promoter. you got to move on girl.. 
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