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instant updates check out entries Tuesday, January 29, 2008 i'd use five words to describe myself: AMBITIOUS INORGANISED JEALOUS LIFELESS EMOTIONAL to all my friends who are reading this: I'M SORRY! i'm trying TOO hard to prove that i'm intelligent. i'm trying TOO hard to prove that i can multi-task. i'm trying TOO hard to prove that i have the X-factor to perform. i'm trying TOO hard to prove to please everyone. i'm trying TOO hard to prove that i can substain tons of stress. i'm trying TOO hard to prove all the above. i've lied to all the interviewers at the interview last saturday. that happy-go-lucky personality has longed left. i not longer float like a light-weight bubble. i can no longer stay calm because i'm thinking too much these days. and with all stress pilling up, i was NEVER HAPPY. i am crying so often now. what ever i have done in ngee ann is just another show. Am i capable enough to be a committed organiser? I LOVE YOUR WAKE UP CALLS, KENNETH! i guess i am not as capable as i thought. WEINA, i salute you for your capability, you are really my MAN! what i really want now.. I WANNA CLEAR ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS OFF SOON! I WANNA LAUGH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART EVERYDAY! BUT HOW? I DONT KNOW.. I REALLY DONT KNOW.. THE JOANNE YOU USED TO KNOW IS GONE. to people who cares about me.. I'M NOT OKAY! I WAS NOT OKAY ALL THE WHILE, EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS SEMESTER. it was too well-kept. maybe i'll get depression, real soon.. 
Monday, January 28, 2008 MY TEAM GOT SECOND FOR "SPORTS AND WELLNESS, INTERCLASS SOFTBALL COMPETITION"! MY VERY FIRST MEDAL IN NGEE ANN! many thanks to our coach, you are the coolest and most lenien coach, you been very encouraging!many thanks to everyone in the team, although we seldom talk, but it's been a great time fielding and baiting with all of you! many thanks to our experience leader, you led our group well! many thanks to the jokers, i'll never forget how you all crawled "home"! many thanks to my fellow classmates, you all made softball so fun! S&W has offcially ended, but the fun will always stay in my heart! (:
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 I HATE TO SEE THAT EMO LOOK OF YOURS. I HATE TO SEE YOU SO HELPLESS. I AM DISAPPOINTED WHEN YOU MADE UP A DECISION, YET RELUTANT TO SHARE. I FELT SO UPSET WHEN YOU GO AGAINST YOUR WILL AND COMPROMISE. I THOUGHT MAYBE IT'D BE WISER TO KEEP OUT OF THE MESS AND SHUT UP. I NAIVELY THOUGHT I WAS HAVING THE BEST SANDWICH, AND NEGLECTED THE FACT THAT THERE'S SOMETHING BETWEEN THE TWO SLICES OF TOASTED BREAD. COULD I BE THAT SLICES OF CHEESE TO MELT BOTH SIDES TOGETHER? WHEN I NEEDED MENTAL SUPPORT FROM YOU, YOU SHOT ME DOWN WITH YOUR GUN. YOU ARE A GOOD SNIPER, I CAN NEVER RETELIATE. I FELT THE SHARP BULLETS PIERCING THROUGH MY HEART, SO PAINFUL THAT I DIED EVEN BEFORE SHADING A TEAR. THEN LATER YOU POP A PILL OF LIFE INTO MY MOUTH. I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT IF I ALIVE OR DIED. BUT I THANK YOU FOR THAT, AT LEAST I AM GIVEN A CHANCE TO LIVE AGAIN. i'm losing my confidence already. guess he's right, all these are doing me no good at all.
i label myelf as a sotong for a reason, and i'm telling you now. i took bus 74 today, naively thinking that it destinated at Clementi Station. i sat all the way buona, until the bus captain parked the bus! then comes another bus captain was is about to take over the shift. he happily ask the bus captain on board: woah, you so power arh? you brought one little girl back with you. he just teased me, HE TEASED ME! argh, i dont even think i look any younger than 16 okay! the above case of me missing my bus stop happen so often, i even lose count of it. oh yar, someone just reminded me that i have an on-site warranty for the laptop over my three years in poly. this fool here actually brought it all the way to henderson road for servicing. come on, tell me if there is another as idiotic as i am.
JOANNE, you are so busy! that is what most of my friends say. AM I THAT BUSY? perhaps i am really busy, but only this week. i just cleared one class test, i'll be having a presentation on thrusday, another class test and an oral test on friday. what's best was, I HAVE NOT EVEN START ANY OF IT. all the best to you, bird brain. (that is what dayna always call me) can i stop time? or, can i stay alive without rest/ sleep? just a few days would be enough. unfortuntately, i'm still in the holiday mood. i still could not find the perfect heels for my dress, which i'm gonna wear on CNY day 1. i rather not have that two week break. i rather chiong everything, and enjoy the weeks before CNY, doing all the shopping i can. i hate to mixed my emotions together, especially when worry meets with laze. let cut it short, and get the hell out of this soon!
Friday, January 18, 2008 SOFTBALL WAS SUPER DUPER FUN TODAY! people in the class started cheering for each other, and certainely we are building up strong teamwork. i shant never forget that moment when someone got hit by the not-soft-at-all ball on the head! WAHAAHA! lucky chap that he was wearing that safety helmet! it's so hilarous to see that ball bounces off his helmet! WAHAAHA! well, today was a good play for me! i played at second base on field, by accident, because i happened to stand next to the diamond. i almost caught a fly ball. i shouldnt have stone-ed down there. aarrrhh.. that cost my team to lose a point i think. i did baiting, and almost ran "home". ar.. another point gone! what amazed me most is my throws! i passed balls from base to base, and a few times, hypotenuse across the 15 by 15 metres square! OMG, I DIDNT KNOW I COULD THROW THAT FAR! you could see that ball flying across the sky, like a bird. WOW! i felt the sense of satisfaction when the coach encouraged me and some of my team mates actually clapped their hands in appreaciation of my good efforts! the coach even said: i think the GIRLS can play better than SOME OF THE BOYS. aww, be it a compliment to me or a motivation to the guys, i dont care. I'M HAPPY! there's no way better to start a day with a good game and under the love of the sun! HAAH! i was telling jialu about this yesterday, i'm pretty pissed off over the fact that i am a girl, and being the one of the ONLY three girls in the class, (okay, i have to admit that i'm quite a slacker during class) we are NOT look upon as equally-talented players. i either get the out-fielders' role or stand there and zhuo bo, THAT CRAZY ROUGH JOANNE HAVE WOKEN UP! guys, just watch out! WAHAAHA! 我不是什麼散油的燈﹗ i headed to work immediately after class. it was so boring! no crowd, no friends, sometimes i wonder if that twenty bucks is worth my time every week. I GOT REALLY LUCKY TODAY. i happened to serve a lady, and she gave me tips! not the little changes like ten, twenty cents.. it's $3.60! she gave me in apprecation of my service! aww!! what's wrong with today! NOTHING'S WRONG, I'M JUST UP WITH LUCK! it was really nice of kenneth to accompany me after work. i realised he really understands me pretty well! THANK YOU FOR ALL YA ENCOURAGEMENT! NOW I KNOW WHAT I WANT! (:
Thursday, January 17, 2008 I NEED MY FRIEND- MOTIVATION. I NEED MY SOULMATE- PERSERVANCE. starting from scatch has never been easy, especially learning something new at this age. so new that you have no idea nor experience in. i hate where i am standing now, confident is nowhere found, you even depise yourself.. idiotically pathetic, no one pity.. I NEED TO WORK HARDER. NO, I WILL WORK HARDER. even it take countless hours to get things right. SHANT BE LAZY ANYMORE. I'LL SAY IT, AND DO IT. and that will be my learning point for 2008! OMG, WHERE CAN I GET THAT ENERGY FROM? first obstacle, and i'm ready.. GAMBATE! JIAYOU!
Tuesday, January 15, 2008 a woman sixth sense never goes wrong. i felt this premonition that i might lose all my photos in the xD card when i cant view them all. not wanting lose them again, i quickly saved those that are available.. OMG, finally at night, the xD card went heywired! AHHH!! OMG OMG OMG!! ALL MY PHOTOS GONE!! GONE, GONE GONE!! ARHHH... THOSE TAKEN AT ESPLANADE WITH POLY PEEPS AND THEN AT SUNTEC WITH WEINA AND GANG- ALL GONE MISSING!! THAT'S A TOTAL OF 220 PHOTOS! i called weina immediately. she is only one who can understand the pain of losing the precious photos. i scream and scream and scream over the phone, her ears still hurt i guess. well, mine is nothing as compare to her losing 5000+ pictures in a go. DO YOU KNOW? IT'S LIKE LOSING YOUR LOVED ONES, IN MY CASE, 200 IN A GO! ARHH.. i was crying then. aint being dramatic. happened to tell wilson about it too. wanted to tell him the bad news since he asked for the photos in the morning. wilson: photos are juz parts and parcel of memorises wilson: a tool to help us remember wilson: haha wilson: so all you have to do is to remember harder wilson: haha joanne: you know why i cry? because i was trying my best to rmb them.. then the more my heart shatters into pieces your mind simply plays back those moments of fun, everyone then was with a smile. it just got blurrer, and blurrer.. just like those motion picture in a music video.. DO YOU GET ME? :( joel got home and sorta ask me why i didnt connect the camera via the cable, rather, used the ready-card reader on the CPU. hoping for a last chance, i did just what joel suggested. just then, kenneth was saying: pictures not to worry. i believe god take backs something n will gif u back something THE WHOLE DARN THING IS WORKING! WORKING WORKING WORKING! I MANAGE IT RETRIEVE IT ALL BACK! BACK TO MUMMY BACK AGAIN! NAUGTHY NAUGHTY! AHHH!! OMG LAH, I'M SO SO SO LUCKY. KENNETH, I THINK GOD STILL LOVES ME! AND YOU BROUGHT ME LUCK I GUESS HE TOOK THE WRONG THING AWAY & HAPPILY RETURN IT TO ME. LOL! now i learn my lesson.. shall transfer my photos through the proper manner! Girls and maybe boys, believe in sixth sense and premonition, it'd surely do you a favour when you need one.
Sunday, January 13, 2008 FOOD CHAIN WAS REALLY FUN! this time was special, i joined as a helper, helping out at the games station. what do i do? watch them suffer! WOOT~ i was put at the first games station. well, we were out to make all of them DIRTY! haaha, its THRILLING to see boys and girls poking the balloons with that little toothpick in their mouth. when you hear that ballon burst, you see whipcream & flour on their faces. WOOT! nice nice facial! later they tied to get 200ml of sugar cane juices out of those sugar cane sticks using only their mouth. they bite til their jaws ache, they claimed the sticks stinks, some of the juices ended up in their throat, not in their bottle. HAAHA. gotta admit that the juices of it is not too bad, but, the sticks stung my tongue. oh yar! that's not all. it wouldnt be the perfect game without a REFRESHING drink after so much of fun! introducing to you, SUGARCANE JUICE WITH WHIPCREAM! WOOT WOOT WOOT! i enjoy watching them roar, scream, panick and run! XD everything ended around 2pm, and we made our way to esplanade, the second games station. we got nothing better to do but to watch those peeps playing 100-seconds-no-NG and twister. watch it and you'll know: the girls marked the end of both games station. we stayed back to pack up and yar.. we tried to play the twister too! woah woah woah! we simply laugh and laugh while come with new rules for the games. it's super hilarous when those guys were made stacked one over each other on the fruity map! afterwhich, we headed back to school. the winner of this race, werent the first to reach the final destination, had no street directory and probably spent least for transporation as well! only taking buses and trains to get to each stop, they even managed to get a lift for a guy in his family car, ALL FOR FREE! WOOT! IT'S LIKE ONCE IN THE BLUE MOON YOU MET SUCH A KIND SOUL ON THE ROAD. whenever they reach a stop, they started running and running to search game masters. imagine four guys with long legs run! poor victoria had hard time catching up! afterall, their winnings of 50 bucks vouchor to swensen will make up just right for vic's loss of weight during the race! (:
Saturday, January 12, 2008 YES YES. BEEN DECEIVING MYSELF ALL THE WHILE. this happens when your mind claimed that you are ready to chiong studies but your body is super super relucant to even stay an inch away from your bed. well, that is only one of the two reasons why i miss classes for two days. another reason was travelling to 535, Clementi Road on a bus for approx. 45 mintues is really a nusiance. and that's exactly what my CATS project is about.. BUS JOURNEY TOO LONG! and i'd certainely like to share with you the two most hiliarous facts i found.. Why does the Bus Captain drive so slowly? We hope commuters can appreciate that traffic conditions on the road can vary. Our schedules, however, can only be planned to meet what is usually the expected traffic condition at the various times of the day. There will be times when the traffic conditions are unusually clear or congested and this often results in buses being too early or late. When traffic conditions are especially clear, our Bus Captains are required to regulate speed if they notice that they are ahead of schedule. This ensures that the Bus Captains keep the arrival times at the bus stops as close to the planned schedule as possible to avoid any disruption like bus bunching. From the perspective of the passengers on board the bus, the journey seems slow but to the passengers waiting at the bus stops along the route, they expect their bus to arrive on time as scheduled. Nonetheless, we will monitor our buses closely and make appropriate adjustments to the running time when necessary. REGULATE SPEED? AVOID BUS BUNCHING? KNS x2. they regulate speed by slowing down in front of the green traffic light. they seems to know when the traffic lights' turning red, just like knowing which horse to bet in the race. they can be great bookies i tell you. bus bunching happens everyday, just like we need to EAT, SHIT and SLEEP. aww.. and to think they actually regulate speed at peak hours too! obedient drivers. Some of the air-conditioned buses are either too cold or too warm. Why cant the Bus Captain adjust the temperature? The Bus Captains are not able to adjust the temperature. The temperature is automatically adjusted using climatic control. It is a fact that generally, you will feel colder in the morning and not as cold in the afternoon in the air-conditioned bus due to the external ambient temperature although the settings of the air-condition remained unchanged. We have rigorous maintenance program for bus air-conditioning. If the air-conditioning in the bus is found to be faulty, it will be sent for repair immediately. We welcome our passengers to call our feed back hotline, 1800-287 2727 should they find the air-conditioning in our buses to be malfunctioning. hello. that climatic control of yours seems to lose its sense of feel sometimes. it just blasted on a rainy day this morning. made in china huh? oh no, china goods are even better than yours. sent for repair immediately when it's found faulty? so does it means that i call the hotline and immediately you send someone to tow it away? LOL. (okay i know, that's super crappy) [*everything mention above is classified as JUST FOR LAUGH! come on, we all need a break! (: ] wanna know more? visit the website: http://www.sbstransit.com.sg/doyouknow/facts_bus.aspx#3 and yar, you can never sue me to court. i am free to talk about anything in my blog. besides, you cant sue me for plagiarism too.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008 GREETINGS TO EVERYONE! HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008! 8 is an auspicious number in the chinese culture, i certainely hope it would bring lots and lots of luck and prosperity.. to my three little cousins who will be start secondary school eduation tomorrow, hoping that they will meet the best teachers and friends in school.. to my brother who will be taking his very first exam paper tomorrow, and make it all worth missing the trip to KL.. to my family and friends, wishing them good health, because i believe with that, we can make wonders.. and to myself, good health, so i wont have to spend meaninglessly on medicines. i so wanna to skip school tomorrow! i need another day of rest! our really really nice baoxin even replied me a message when i'm in malaysia to tell me that school only start on tomorrow! i will pay her back even is only 50 cents, its simply too evil for me to make others spend money unnessessarily. be getting my common test results back real soon. TIME TO FACE THE MUSIC! RESULTS AND GRADES, COME TRY, TRY TO ROCKS ME ON! JO4NNE is such a crazy bitch. (:
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